so i've been freaking out as usual about university. when thinking about my future, it's difficult to see what direction it will take and what destination it's going at. what frustrates me is that, the world has become so convinent that we're surrounded with choices at every single point of our lives. this can be seen as good thing as we are not pressured to go into stereotypical roles that were once engraved into our gender roles. since the world has become so advanced, we can now follow a path that we want and desire. but with so many choices, is it possible to just pick the right one without regretting afterwards? is it possible that even making the right choice can lead to consequences, mistakes? with so many options available, we may be good at more then one thing, and this creates confusion in which direction to go in.
right now, thinking about my career choices, I don't want to make the mistake of choosing something, spending years and putting blood, sweat and tears into it but then realising after that it's not what I want. I spoke to my bestfriend earlier on about the situation that we will be in a year from now, deciding a path that will either make or break our entire future. Our discussion helped both of us to realize to keep our options open. and once picking a certain course, it's nothing but determination and hard-work to pursue from that day on.
I think I will take life everyday as it comes, I don't have definite plan to how my future will go. I don't want to leave it and not think about it at all, nor do I want to plan out my next 10 years. I'm going to have a good and long think throughout this summer and next year, and let destiny do the rest.
Beckie
