Sunday, 26 July 2009

kiss me, i'm asian.

here's a much needed RANDOM blog about the very little things i'm thankyou for in my life.. and the not so things that i'm keen on. please keep in mind, i'm in a state of happiness right now.

so my wonderful grateful list.
a) slogan tee's and leggings - which is basically what i wear 24/7, even though i don't mind dressing up once in a while, haha
b) being able to have a sister in a mummy form - so it's like i have both :)
c) wind in my hair on long car drives - damn it feels good.
d) being able to purchase a DVD for £3 every monday - yes, i look forward to mondays.
e) for those clumsy moments where i just have to laugh at myself
f) obsessing over things in movies that probably won't occur in real life
g) fruit - i'm a HUGE fruit addict. it's probably causing some weird damage inside me that i probably don't know of.

and my wonderful UNgrateful list.
a) paper cuts and mysterious bruises
b) emergency low battery calls
c) those major cravings for junk food where you try not to be tempted
d) creepy dolls with big eyes - it's a fear.
e) tossing and turning at night and before you know it, it's 5am and you haven't had any sleep
f) puberty and the "raging hormones" - ooooh yeah, this can totally screw you up in major ways. trust me.
g) the fact that i'm so lame.

ahhh ha. you gotta love me.
nightey night.

Tuesday, 21 July 2009

embrace life with a hug


I am so grateful for everything right now. It's actually quite surreal to how much my mind has changed and adapted to things around me recently. I've always been quite the thinker, i'm always lost in my thoughts. Most of us are brought up in this privileged life, in a beautiful home, with a loving healthy family, a chance for an education.. a chance for a future.
Yet why is it that some of us are not entitled to these experiences we fulfil as life? What about those who have no future because they're destined to nothing but disadvantages because they are poverty-stricken? Is it really fair to them that people like us, who take education and privileges for granted deserve to recieve such happiness, whereas there are people out there who will never get the chance to experience such things. We get up in the morning thinking about what outfit we will look good in to dazzle those we think care, or debating whether to run down to McDonalds to grab a breakfast meal or not.
There are people out there who get up first thing in the morning thanking god they're still alive, and wondering if their beloved ones have made it. They wake up to dirty water, non existing burgers and we're the ones complaining about how "unfair" life is. For you or for them?
Every step I take, every breath I take from now, I will thank god for making me worthy of being able to live a happy, fortunate life and I will pray for those who's lives I wish I could change and one day will.